Today i went to hospital to visit my grandma..

before in, i already heard if about grandma' eye cnt saw much things except a little bit of light..
i was just fine before i saw my grandma..

when i met with my grandma, she nap on the bed of hospital, my aunts called me hold grandma' hand, tht time, i felt....i don noe... just someone who suddenly cnt saw anything, only can heard....touch....felt.. but cnt saw... for normal people, it is kind felt like only dark color in front but actually thr is someone who she noe is standing in front.. when i thinking of tht, my tears like wan to jump out from my eye dy..

just now, i saw grandpa use his hand slowly touch grandma' face.. when looks at his face n his action, u can felt tht grandpa felt very sad because he noe grandma is felt uncomfortable but he cnt do anything except just stand beside n talk to her, touch her n let her noe he always beside her..

i heard frm cousin, grandpa was keep worries and very unhappy when the moment grandma just donw the operation.. coz grandma cnt talk much due to her body hvn recovery from ubat' kesan..

do i should believe the exists of god?
if god really exists, can u makes my grandma recover? no nd too fast, at least become can walk like normal days, can smile like normal days, looks great like normal days, can do any exercise or homework like normal days.. thn jiu enough dy..
m i asking too much?